Living for Happiness, Chasing Dreams, and Embracing Everyday Happenings.

A new dawn, a new day.
A new dawn, a new day.

A new dawn, a new day.

What if you finally say something, be honest, and stick to your word, and finally just let it go. (What if for once I made this ‘what if’ a reality).

The past memories will be there to live on forever, to laugh about, but with the way things currently are everything is just getting tarnished.

Sometimes you’ve got to be selfish and do what you want/need to do for your own wellbeing.

"And when you’re in a slump, you’re not in for much fun. Un-slumping yourself is not easily done … You can get so confused that you’ll start in to race, down long wiggled roads of a break-necking pace and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space, headed I fear, toward a most useless place … No! That’s not for you! Somehow you’ll escape all that waiting and staying. You’ll find the bright places where Boom Bands are playing."
- Dr. Seuss

Breaking down on the phone to my dad is not a fun thing to do. Admiting that I just want to “be happy again..”, broke my heart for days. I finally admitted it, and all the pieces to the puzzle seemed to finally fit together on that realisation.

That was Sunday, today is Wednesday, to I feel 100% again - ofcourse not! I really have got myself in a rut this time. But I’m lucky, very lucky in fact. I have parents and a best friend that I’m talking with everyday who are letting me vent, figure myself out, and get myself back together.

It’s okay to break down, it’s how we pick ourselves up even stronger. And today is the day I finally declared that I just need to really focus on getting myself to that better place.

- I know where I’m going in the future, some dust just needs to lay in the mean time
- Keep up with college and achieve
- Find the passion within my work and stay on-top-of-my-game; embrace the extra hours I’m given as they will help solve other issues, and the laughter shared with the family
- Keep up my fitness - my half marathons, and even get out like I did today, a simple 45 min walk in the sunshine between college and errands
- Simply enjoy my free time
- Aim to keep my mind clear of negativity
- Go home in November - my dad has insisted upon this, telling me to trust him on this one.
- And get 7-8 hrs sleep a night

Theres a plan for now. And that is good enough to have.

One day at a time. 

My smile, laughter, hope, happiness, and love, are bigger than any ol’ slump.

Writings a bit like life - when you force things they don’t quite fit, but when you go back when or if the mood/moment hits it has the ability to turn into something better..

We all have the ability to write the ending to our story, when we just keep it real.

..sometimes you just need to stop constantly worrying about what other people think of you, what you think they expect. Sometimes you just have to tell the truth that your not happy and that you have to do what makes you happy. The people that matter and care will always understand.
- My Wise Best Friend.
Sunshine and bare feet..
Sunshine and bare feet..

Sunshine and bare feet..

Crossing the Finish Line on Sunday.

Skinny Raven Half Marathon, 2014.

Vacations over, the sun is shining, and I’ve got my hands on some much-loved inspiration!
Vacations over, the sun is shining, and I’ve got my hands on some much-loved inspiration!

Vacations over, the sun is shining, and I’ve got my hands on some much-loved inspiration!

Waking up and just checking out some college things for what textbooks are required, and then realizing college classes in fact start today, not next week.

Vacation is done, straight back at it.

Good night and good mornings shared across the world xx
Good night and good mornings shared across the world xx

Good night and good mornings shared across the world xx

Feel like I’m getting my sh*t together, and it feels good.