Living for Happiness, Chasing Dreams, and Embracing Everyday Happenings.

Kayaking Eklutna Lake, Alaska.

The Calming Affect of an Alaskan Sunset.
The Calming Affect of an Alaskan Sunset.

The Calming Affect of an Alaskan Sunset.

No matter the season, we go sledding!

I think when your not courageous enough to make a decision on your own that is meant to be, fate will make it happen anyways.

Ending the day with some writing in my new scribble journal (the other one ended up full), but it felt empowering and inspiring to just release in this way on my own and to write down some quotes I can connect and feel with.

I know I have a voice to be heard, and in time even if it’s just shared with friends, I plan to develop something great from emails I’ve sent, voice memos, and journals I have.

A collaboration of greatness, and personal reflection. Well, I’m atleast going to sleep at peace.

From dancing in the rain, to almost a million and more realisations.

The past 24 hours.
Foster the People concert last minute decision, day of the concert, for 5 of us to head there. Was such a great start to the night all us jamming away and having a good time, we all did end up in our different directions by the end, but I loved being amongst the crowd, the music (converted fan for the most part), dancing away, and even the fact that it was raining just made it even more epic for me. Due to my medications at the moment I’m on a 2 drink limit, but I absolutely loved fully being in the moment, having no regrets, and a clear memory the next day.

This has made me realise that even once the meds have gone I’m having a 2/3 drink limit, and the days of blackouts, regrets, and the shame from poor behavior are gone. Aim for my next birthday is no blackouts - past 2 years this has occurred, and I love that I’m finally forced to see the beauty beyond that.

I came home at 10pm last night, and from then until 6:45am this morning I swear at the most I had 4 hours sleep it was a shocker. Mind in overdrive. What I did embrace was that for the most part it was an overload of powerful positive perspectives, making me realise those outlooks were still within me amongst the confusion, and that I really am going to come out of this situation stronger than before.

Today though has been another rocky one, lack of sleep and being honest with myself. I am making progress though, maybe driving those around me mad in the process (so I am going to back off a bit as I don’t want to pull others down as I rise back up), it will be okay though.

If someone tells you something enough you might actually believe it - now this can be to your benefit, but it can also be detrimental to your self-esteem.

I think this may be a bit odd.. But I love my smile and bare feet in this picture, along with the sunshine! 

Simple reminder of self-love x
I think this may be a bit odd.. But I love my smile and bare feet in this picture, along with the sunshine! 

Simple reminder of self-love x

I think this may be a bit odd.. But I love my smile and bare feet in this picture, along with the sunshine!

Simple reminder of self-love x

please believe that things are good with me, and even when they’re not, they will be soon enough. And i will always believe the same about you.
- Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via kushandwizdom)
Either you run the day, or the day runs you.
- Jim Rohn (via thehappyprojectblog)

Today ran me, but tomorrow I own it!

Sunny and a Friday!
Sunny and a Friday!

Sunny and a Friday!

Through everything at the moment, the depression, the good nights, friends having problems, and having someone close walk away, I’m happy to see I still have a positive perspective and a hopeful soul.
That I’m thankful for.